Lyrics Dearest - Scared

The world scares me lying here at night
Thinking about a possible bomb that destructs all life
When i´m feeling that heat in my body
That fear of non-existence
Of disappearance
And no one can remember
When no one is left

I´m trying to be strong
All is breakable at the moment

There is love
There is life
There is beauty out there

But the evanescence of all
Makes daydreams to nightmares
And I wish this world will exist in hundreds of years
Or some afterlife is there
I don´t want to disappear
Without any kind of memory

I want something to count on
I want something to remember me or what I did
When there is nothing but a heartbeat left
So shall I forget that
Shall I forget after I left

I´m trying to be strong
All is breakable at the moment