Текст песни Rokugen Alice - Alice in the Necrosis

Dokoka de watashi wo yobu koe ga kikoeru...
Sore wa osoraku wa mama no wo sekkyou
Watashi wa tada, shiawase ni naritakatta dake sore wo mama ga jama suru no ?

Yurusenai

Watashi no sekai ni haitte konai de
Shiawase de itai desho ?

Anata wa sou, futsuu no ko
Itsukara sonna shumi ni natta no ?

The girl Harue
Her mom's few words caused her abundant nausea and headache

Kokoronai kotoba ga ima, mune wo kirikizanda
Tada shiawase de itai dake soredake na no ni...

Mama wa watashi wo kizutsuketa kono itami no fukasa ga wakaru ?
Semete mama, ne ?
Mama watashi kurushii yo
Onaji itami wo wakatte yo ne ? Mama

Doko de machigaeta no kashira, mama
Hontou wa yasashii ko datta noni ?
Itai desho ? Nee, mama
Sukoshi kurai wa rikai dekite ?

The girl Harue, she is beside her mother lying in bed
In her hand is a knife along with a loud laughter

Hontou wa watashi
Tada ne shiawase ni naritai yo
Fui ni namida ga koborete senketsu ni kieta
Kaeri chi ga kubisuji made todoita kara, watashi
Mata kubi ga kayuku natte osanai hi no yume

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Somewhere i hear a voice calling me
Perhaps it's just one of mom's sermons
I just do this, so you can be happy
That's what mom should say

Inexcusable

Is happiness something
That can't reach my world ?

You are right, normal girl
Since when did you have such tastes ?

The girl Harue
Her mom's few words caused her abundant nausea and headache

Now, with heartless words, my heart is broken into pieces
But i found a little happiness in them

Mom hurt my feelings
Is the depth of this pain something that can be grasped ?
Mama, all this is just too painful for me
Mama, you know the same pain, right ?

Where is the problem, Mama ?
I am really a nice girl
Do this hurt, Mama ?
We are starting to understand

The girl Harue, she is beside her mother lying in bed
In her hand is a knife along with a loud laughter

I really want to be happy
Tears fall down and wash away the fresh blood
The back of the neck stained with her victim's blood
This itching in my neck is a reminiscence of my childhood