Текст песни Marina V - Love Me Back

I'm trying, I am trying My best
I'm running my fastest
I'am fighting,I am pushing so hard
cause I don't knor how long I will last here

And I can't understand
I don't know
Why what i always give - you always lack
yet you don't love me back, you don't love me back

Oh I hate you, I love you so much
I can't stand you, but I need you
I wanna hurt you, I wanna give you my heart
If you only looked, you would see my art

So tell me what's it gonna take?