Текст песни Я один - нет души родней своей

I loved you!
I loved you, but in vain!
Poems, poems, recognition, flame embraced-
All this was in vain.
I have dedicated you years of life,
But what did you get in return?
You ... You just smiled,
Giggled sarcastically back at me.
And then I suddenly felt sorry
the whole world was not nice to me.
I took a nogan
Only revenge led me
I followed you on the heels
that fateful evening.
And at that moment
when the sight was on par with the fly,
I fired without sorrow.
I shot as if into myself.
And my heart poured blood
Eyes are wet with tears.
Love is dead, and you are dead with it.
I cannot live without you, without that love that so possessed me.
And I brought the barrel of the nogan to the temple,
Remembering the sins of past years,
And then how much I loved, but I was not loved.
He pulled the trigger ...
Misfire...
Still lowered ... and here again ...
CANNOT BE, YES SO SAME ?!
I fell to my knees, prayed to the sky:
“Lord, for what? What is all this for? ”
And silence in response ...
I'm alone ... alone in this white world ...
And there is no kindred soul ...