Текст песни Риана - story

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
"cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
He"s more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I"m gone again
and to him I just can"t be true
and I know that he knows I"m unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don"t wanna do this anymore
I don"t wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don"t wanna hurt him anymore
I don"t wanna take away his life
I don"t wanna be...
a murderer
I feel it in the air
as I"m doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He"s here reluctantly
as if I"m gonna be out late
I say I won"t be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie didn"t have to tell
Because we both know
where I"m about to go
and we know it very well

"Cause I know that he knows I"m unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don"t wanna do this anymore
I don"t wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don"t wanna hurt him anymore
I don"t wanna take away his life
I don"t wanna be...
a murderer

Our Love, His Trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don"t wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)
I don"t wanna do this anymore
I don"t wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see